the perfect one

2011-01-04T11:19:00.000-08:00

Missing You , What Am I Supposed To Do

i dont want to , i hate this feeling of missing you . its driving me crazy . i feel like hugging you , i feel like seeing you , i feel like talking to you. but all those hurts just appear again making me hate you . im trying just so hard to forget you . why cant it be easier ..

2011-01-04T00:14:00.000-08:00

You 're Not Sorry

All this time i was wasting , hoping you would come around .
I have veen giving out chances everytime , and all you do is let me down.
And its taken me this long baby , but i figured you out .
And you think we 'll be fine again , but not this time round .
You dont have t call anymore , i wont pick up the phone .
This is the last straw , dont wanna hurt anymore .
And you can tell me that you are sorry , but i dont believe you baby , like i did before .
You are not sorry .
Could have loved you all my life , if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold .
And you got to share your secrets , im tired of being last to know.
And now you are asking me to listen , cause it worked each time before.
But you dont have to call anymore , i wont pick up the phone .

hesitation , frustration & confusion . you spent so much time and effort to win my heart yet you ruin everything . in a relationship , you dont plan to commit . there's no point anymore , cos everytime you asked for a chance but it was never last . you over-estimated my patience and therefore, you didn't cherish it . cause each time you make mistake i would forgive . but not this time round . im sick & tired of being the one who always waited . did i walk too fast ? or you didn't wanna catch up my speed ? i never asked from you anything , just faithfulnes , love & concern . is that too much for you ? when the time , i found out you betrayed me . i was expecting guilty repent from you . but your first reaction when i confronted you was simply ' Oh , so what ?' i guess that was what hurt the most , when i found out there's a 2nd time . you ever put yourself in my shoe ? you know how it feels when im crying in the pathetic room of yours yet you were in the kitchen on phone w that girl ? you know how it feels when you couldn't be bothered , you dont even feel sorry when i found it out . you know how it feels when times and times again , you just cant stop lying to me ? you know how it feels to see your phone having other girls msg w sensitive contend ? no , you dont . all you know was to hurt me . you are selfish . love is selfish but not to the one you love . if you are protecting yourself from hurt , so you choose t hurt me . well , there's nothing i could say except selfish . everything you did , you never ever thought for me. every last chance you had was like the first , you never cherish it , like you never cherish me . the feeling of love , being protected was what you could never give . everytime w you , i was so worried for everything , worrying you had another girl again , worrying you create trouble , worrying you never eat well , worrying you do rash things. but all i want is a smple life . i want to feel protected , i want to be pampered , i want to just sit back and let you take care of everything so i dont have to worry . but no , cause you ain't mature , you cant handle things well . you chosed to two-timed cause its fun . your fun & laughter brings me hurt . i just want to be a simple girl that had a guy behind me so i wont be afraid of anything . but you know what , im the girl that is afraid of the guy behind me , you lead me this way . you ruin my thoughts of happiness w you . you ruin my dreams w you , you ruin my hopes w you . now , there's no way back . im sick & tired of hearing you saying waiting each time break , but yet your waiting is having fun around . never endless of dissapointment & hurts . now , my hearts in two , i cant fixed you back , neither can you . you let your pride get in the way for something we worked so hard . its a pity isn't it ?

2010-11-06T23:58:00.000-07:00

went dbl O ytd to drink . its a mix pub plus club la . super boring the music thr like shit the ppl thr also shit .zzzzzz but was drunk ytd and vomited abit . LOL ! and they still wanna eat mac -.- i feel better now alr . meeting my babe laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . gonna bath now . BYESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

2010-10-25T13:02:00.000-07:00

BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !!

currently , @ baby's hse , he is smoking beside me right now so smelly siah. but nvm , i like it ! so bored waiting for ppl to join us dota . he so noob , sure tio own one la. need me this pro to help him :D ! he peeping at what im blogging now . wth , he ask me sure anot , he say until like he very pro like that seh . he threaten me siahhhhhhhhhhh say he want to go opponent team and then pawn my ass hard . siannnnnnnnnnn , he now SNSD again. fuck girls generation la . okay im very mad right now, cause he say i sotplug alr . okay bye nothing to post le. dota alr , wish me luck :D

2010-10-19T02:45:00.000-07:00

I'm Stepping Into Danger .

is it time t walk out of my past? does he worth my trust ? shld i believe him ?

2010-10-10T10:28:00.000-07:00

Life Will Never Be Easy

when you went through so much and too much , you will realise a person's feeling and mindset will change . when a heart is broken , how can it be mended w/0 leaving any scars ?

To YAN : if you are reading this , i hope you will . i rlly treated you as my close fren but i have no idea whats the sudden change of us recently like so sudden never contact . i saw your blog and know , you and hh broke up . wake up and realise nothing is forever . rmb those times when we slack at 344 ? rmb those words i told you ? life is never easy . no pt holding on to something you know it hurts more than anything you can contain . why i chose to break w wei tat ?cause i know ,me and him , there's nothing we can do anymore . 1 yr plus you got see him change ? rmb those days we cry tgt at 344 bcos of two fucktard ? be happy its over . time will slowly let you let go of him and the past . if you need anything or anyone i will still be thr for you. just call me will do. 18 , young age , study hard .

im gonna go back and studyyyyyyy

2010-10-03T08:41:00.000-07:00

Agnes B

hahahaha ! swipe $600 today i will cry to papa for card bills end of this month . love this bag ((:

tml mama bday eating @ shokudo jap restaurant . haha . memories of thr somehow come by . the food there is super nice ! awaiting tml .

2010-09-26T10:09:00.000-07:00

Can I Believe What You Say ?

i gotta work tml ALONE . ultra BOREDNESS esp phone spoilt cant msn, twitter and facebook . wa what can i do tml ? if i talk to the wall , will it like answer me -.- ?

Tml will be a very stress day for me . yea , thousands of worms infesting my brain now , who wanna save me ? i hate nicole and her boyf who like to mushy in front of me and then give me that look irritates me alot okay . if she ever knows it . but obviously she dont . alright i have been mad nowadays no idea why , from last wed onwards i have been crapping so much that nicole cant stands me . but its okay i enjoyed it , cause if you cry for one min , you are wasting 60s of happiness. so i rather laugh until i go bonkers .LOL !

i miss being pampered like a princess

2010-09-24T11:48:00.000-07:00

Turning Away

just realising things that are gone is way too late. i was hoping so much . and maybe too much . its like a push and pull , whenever i try to walk away , you pulled me back and push me away when i got near .

2010-09-14T11:50:00.001-07:00

sometimes its just so hard to let go , 5 mnths. why am i still so not over you ? i did everything i can to have clean cut w you. i just tried so hard. i cant forget how you hurt me just like i cant forget how much i did for you , w you not appreaciting everything . i believe someday i can rlly get over , but i hope it dont takes long . im tired

2010-08-20T08:15:00.001-07:00

i lost 2 person that are very important t me. im sorry. i just swear i cried when i saw your blog. but i can only say sorry. i cant do anything else. maybe you are right, a leopard can never change its spot. if you really dnt treat me as your sis anymore, i can only regret what i did. im really sorry.

2010-08-02T08:28:00.000-07:00

You Aint Worth

feelings , emtions , vexed. uhmm , i have all of it. working has been stress for me lately. so do friendship and family. kind of feeling so tired of everything. i tot friends will always be thr when you need them but (her) is a no , she need me she call me she dont need me , she cant even be bothered with me when i text her ? or esp my bday ...forget it. its not the first time anw

no matter how i hard i try , i can never seem to get in your world.

2010-07-25T06:58:00.000-07:00

ITS MY SICK BDAY THIS YEAR. SCREWED UP !

thurday - went kbox with nicole , kelly , jiahui , marc , clarrence . totally awkard there bcos of some retarted reason.
friday - sick , sick. went stjames but end up going home.
saturday - perfect , i woke up puking NON-STOP. went to doctor and then went to meet walter, serena to sheesha. stan , shien , wayne and nerd join us later. we were betting with poker games. and i was sleeping thr like for 1 hr due to my freaking sickness. god dam it, sick during bday is smth you WONT EVER WANNA TRY ! then home sweet home.
sunday - went to hg to meet jon , then vivo to meet jiaming , sam and three other dk who are they. movie at vivo(which i hate the most cause GV SUCKS LIKE HARDCORE ONLY .) then hg to meet my dearest ah kor for ajisen ! then slack , smoke awhile and HSH.

yeah bday with no pictures cause im freaking sick

sometimes , its btr when you dont put your all for it. cause often it ended up nothing. basically , nothing.

guess you wont know how i feel

2010-07-13T18:54:00.000-07:00

im falling down

when i know it i told myself to hold on my tears. yet , i cant seem to let it go. if you ever know , just know how much it would hurts me. 3 mnths , tons of words , i wanna say. maybe its just somehow fated. you ever feel sorry about what you did to me? i doubt so.

its times to move on.

i know i can never forgive you.

2010-07-12T10:57:00.000-07:00

cant believe , i have decided that.

2010-06-23T06:03:00.000-07:00

if it was never meant to be , dnt let it cross your heart .

tired of everything.

off today & went to my godbro to be his model -.- . he's an ass , kind of keep showing off how talented he is & everything. haha. had 14 hrs of sleep & i feel tired already .

priority or option?

guess im none to you.

2010-06-14T09:37:00.000-07:00

went to work today . kelly came in only at evening time , for awhile . dam bored today. sometimes i really hope pillars do talk .

nicole & kelly are bullying me nowadays !! well , tease as much as you like . its okay . haha .

real short post . time to sleeppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp

2010-06-13T11:50:00.000-07:00

obsessed ♥

went to work , after work went movie with nicole & marc.
cant believe im so freaking tired , thanks to nicole & marc . they have been pestering me the whole about nonsensical stuff !!! haha , and nicole bought me this shirt from HK .thanks to her for everything today except for the pestering .

nvm got free royce chocolate today . ha , agreed with kelly that whenever nicole has good stuff , we are fortunate too (:
gotta work tml , needa faster go sleep . short post it shall be.

2010-06-10T09:13:00.000-07:00

two ah siao , come my workplace & kisiao !

this stupid wh , at playground paint her nails , when its alrdy gonna 12 midnight , and wanna pose for her nails ! -.- oh ya ,SH just got her hair cut & WH say her hair look like POOGLE ! lol (:

ha . working today & wh & sh come fetch me . we wanted to cab back but the Q its like from orchard to jurong , so we still decide to train back in the end . on the train , i think we're like 3 bitches from mental , keep laughing none - stop .thks to WH . too hyper already ! then went to 344 & slack awhile , bused home. now doing my artistic nail art & blogging . gonna head to bed soon ! freaking tired . & i have to work tml & go serena bbq . wow . gonna collapse soon . pls call an ambulance & stand-by . haha. NIGHTS !

2010-06-09T10:55:00.000-07:00

this is freaking pathetic , im working alone cause kelly & nicole went to hk.
im talking to 4 pilars & none respond ! can you just imagine me facing 4 wallls for GOD-DAM 9 hrs ! gotta buy serena present tml . friday to bbq & drink. gosh . gonna bankrupt again !

2010-06-07T06:21:00.000-07:00

it's never meant to be...

i think its hard , real hard . times & times , like it'll never end .

went to eat sushi with daddy & family because my little sis is going japan tonight for her military band training . pathetic , i cant go ! but she went thr to suffer the horrendous training . so if im going to japan , obviously i went thr to tour & shop !

not working tml either , gotta work up early @ 2 , needa go bank & post office to pay the stupid fine ! then meeting mother . i wanna change iphone !

2010-06-06T12:39:00.000-07:00

tell me , if you want it to

if you think she's not bitch enough , that's how L-C you are.

working & working . today i went to meet sinwei & have ben & jerry's , since she is working thr & obviously i miss her alot toooooooooooooooooo. been so long since i have met her. ha .

finally , having off on tml , tues & sat. woooooooooo , can freaking rest alrdy.

wanna go shopping . but seems like no one is free . sad , even off day gotta rot @ HOME , this is freaking pathetic please !

obsessed

2010-05-30T02:59:00.001-07:00

busy , very busy . busy working . dam tired. but still like it. cause in shop , its like fun ? ha. gonna head to ecp with fucktard now .

2010-05-27T06:08:00.000-07:00

walking on single line & hoping i'll never fall

met ah yan ytd . off today , visited him in the morning & went home to sleep awhile & then , met fucktard . to eat mac & BEN'S & JERRY (:

working tmlllllllllllllllllllllllllllll . but still its better than rotting @ home right !

gonna meet ah yan again tml . & sat i was thinking shld i go drink or meet ah yan .

gonna be BED by 10 ! *swear *

2010-05-24T07:43:00.000-07:00

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy , start working already like finally ! after 9 months of rotting at home ( just purely imagine , dota , eat & sleep or meet friends ) one word , lifeless.

bought my artistic blue nail polish like finally . gonna get shoes & shorts after my pay . that's the good thing about working . always think of what you wanna shop & you'll work happily , lol ! im god dam bored at home . even after work , i still got to rot @ HOME _l_ nabei !

5days work . off on thurs -visit him , sat night gonna go drink & rest on sunday . busy busy busy & i like it totally !

2010-05-22T08:43:00.000-07:00

suay , suay , suay

dam suay today ( this pic was taken just 2 min b4 i was caught for underage smoking _l_ )

got $40 today , was dam happy . bought one pack of cig & left $30 . then watch movie $10 with kor , serena & boyf , ah jon . then left $20 . this fucking HSA come , confi my cig , bougth another pack left $ 10 .[ NNB ! KNN ! PCB you better die now ! ]

totally pissed off man . was smoking for like already 1 year & then twodays ago mother found out & now KENA caught !

forget about those unecessary dumb fuck . went to watch ' once a gangster ' . tot its a police & gangster movie , it is but its lamer than i tot . laugh through out some sences . quite stupid i think .

anyone watch ' annoying orange ' ? ya today my ah kor is the ' dam annoying ah kor '

moodless . swings like fuck , shall stop here.

2010-05-16T12:37:00.001-07:00

awaiting

seriously , im awaiting to my birthday !! idk why either. just hope to have some fun occasion . lol.
im sick seriously because ytd that stupid shuhui says she's very hot & on the dam big fucking fan . & im hell cold ! running in the rain somemore make it even worst ! terrible ...

im missing you hell badly.

2010-05-16T02:36:00.000-07:00

ha , town ytd with SH . went town walk until my leg is breaking & just bought one shorts . &
DECLARATIONS : im gng bankrupt soon , who wanna donate me money ?

im going to meet ah kor , bernard , ke jie , bao jun & company.

P/S : i want to eat ice cream !

2010-05-13T09:42:00.000-07:00

someday i think it will come , somehow i think its never true , somewhat i think im going crazy .

if you were never there , i'll never be . if you think im always what i am. im sorry to say , im not the same anymore.

Today

went to meet fucktard @ serangoon , then shuhui & amelia @ amk , then home , & now meeting fucktard again -.-

seriously , i swear its hell when you play with someone who dont knw how to play l4d ! i think i can vomit my blood out on the hell spot man.

i wonder when is the next visit , i 've got loads to tell you .imissyou

2010-05-12T07:37:00.000-07:00

Wrong

i totally hate you like hell , if you ever realise.

today , everything is just so wrong , everything i do or ppl do is just an fucking eyesore to me. do blame me for my temper cause , im just so fucking pissed off that i think i can kill someone right now ! i swear im going crazy _l_ nnbccb !

2010-04-26T09:26:00.000-07:00

went to meet shuhui just now then meet my godbro slack slack slack .. lifeless w/o you man. dont kwn want to sleep anot , scared cant wake up tml -.-

i miss you alot , i want to hug and kiss you tml ! probabtion , hope its this results ! 1 min of the judge decision , turns your life around . i hope tml the jugde wife will kiss him b4 he comes out ! darling i have alot to tell you , yet i dnt knw where to begin , perharps a kiss first ???
darling i hope you will treat me better , really . i dont want you to hurt me again and again . i just want to be happy with you . if you really love me, you wouldn't want to hurt me right ?

today is our 1 year 3 mnth yet you're inside ! sad . still , i love you . i just hope you can et probabtion and also cherish me , treat me better . will my dreams come true ? the answer is at your hands .

our love story starts from 26.01.09 hoping it will never end. lastly , baby i love you

2010-04-25T11:00:00.000-07:00

darling i miss you alot . i 'm visiting you tml , i cant all asleep now . i dont dare to face your court , i hope the result will be what i want it to be . i miss the way you say you love me , i miss the way you hug me , i miss the way you kiss me , i miss the way you nag at me . i miss your eevrything . just wish this moment i could hug you tightly . your love i what i yearn for , hoping it will never change . darling i really hope i could feel your love right now. everyday i hope it pass quickly , finally its almost 3 weeks yet i dnt dare to face your court .

i wanted you to be here when i cry
i wanted you to be here when i m happy
i wanted you to be here when i m missing you
i wanted you , & only you

2010-04-22T20:53:00.000-07:00

darling ar , i miss you so much you knw. you kept say that i'll run away ... i'll prove to you i wont hell run away !!!!!!!! miss badly . i hate sat & sun cant visit you lea . 2 days its a torture ! i hope you'll eat well & sleep well inside . i happy that you grow abit abit fatter , you're way too skinny eh . love you ttm. tuesday is your final court hope everything turns out fine . hopefully probabtion , of course . our 1 year 3 mnth is coming , but cant celebrate with you . miss you alot lea how !!!

2010-04-20T02:52:00.000-07:00

you're someone i cant live w/o

2 weeks le , cant believe its like 2 years . miss you alot . im sick baby , how i wish you're right here by my side i miss you so much. im looking forward to the day i can hug you and kiss you .

being sick is terrible , esp w/o you by my side .

the pain is terrible to be
waiting for you but its worth for ;
loving you is smth beautiful
hugging you is smth i wanna feel forever .

2010-04-19T05:05:00.001-07:00

darling , you wont knw how torturous can it be to be missing you whole day! i really love you alot and miss you alot. looking forward to 27th , hopefully it will be what i want it to be . i have nth to do now :( because i done your birthday present le . 4 days to complete ! i hope you got the chance to see it ..

lastly , darling , i still miss you -.-

i wanted you to be by my side

i wanted you to be here when i cry

i wanted you to hug me

i wanted you to kiss me

i wanted to love you forever

cant live w/o you <3

2010-04-13T02:08:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eD3SBBOrDWQ

when i watch this i totally cry like hell . i think this song just super suits me . its about this girl her boyf had cancer and died , b4 he died he wrote this letter to her . and she use the words on the letter to form a song and sing.

darling i super miss you when can i see you

2010-04-12T11:01:00.000-07:00

8 days w/o you and it sucks totally. everyday crying missing you so badly ,yet i still cant see you. i've alot to say to you. but i dont have to chance to see you until wed , then i have the chance to visit .. its only 30 min tele-visit . the words i wanna say ain't that less . i miss you , i miss our sweet memories.. i miss hugging you kissing you . i miss you nagging me to drink water. i miss you so much.. tml is my exam but i cant study...i dont have the heart to study . how i wish you were right by my side to support me . this few days i read all the letters and msg you sent me . you said no matter what you'll be my side loving me caring me.. but where are you now ? when i need you the most. i keep thinking of you and i just cant stop it . its really unbearable . i love you

this few days i met up with walter .. he talks to me and comfort me . although i have a listener , it still cant compare to having you by my side.

imissyou

thousands of misses

millions of thoughts

all about you

2010-03-13T05:40:00.000-08:00

went seesha today with boyf and joel ( irritating ass ) . got pictures but lazy to upload ... everything after 16. i love you darling always & forever . gonna miss you so much like you wont know . hopes hopes hopes , only hoping you weren't going in . but it just seems unreachable . but still loving you , days now are limited and yet you are still hurting me and i wish you don't . i want to have sweet memories with you only just that . love you .

2010-03-01T20:06:00.000-08:00

to my love :

i really feel very sad and stress... you gng in le but why you still wan like this treat me ? you have return to the old past whr you keep say break ... it really hurts .. you gng in le and you still want like that ? keep hurting me.. i never said i wont wait for you but you dnt believe . you know how stress i am ? even when you are gng in and you said break i still grab hold of you tight ... i didn't runaway.. but why can't you just feel that i love you alot ? you only care abt how you feel ... you care about my feelings ? i cant feel your love by the way you treat me but you just told me you cant be bothered anymore ... what am i supposed to do ? i really dnt know.. yes you're gng in .. but im the one alone suffering outside .. you only think about how you feel. i never wanted to tell you all this because i know you're stress enough.. but i really cant take it the way you treat me .. everyday keep crying just cant stop .. im really out of ways .. i just want to feel your love , its just that simple . why do you have to complicate it ? now that you're like that i dont know what to hope for anymore .. i've told sh , i'm not scared about waiting for you , what i scared is that what if when you finally come out you took me for granted ? you changed back to your old ways ? but you know what .. even before you go in you already changed back to your past old times , my nightmares .. i've tried , tried so hard to just let you feel my love let you feel i'll try waiting for you but just because you're gng in and you're stress you just denied everything i've done for you . its unfair to me.. i've did nothing wrong . but yet i've to suffer too .. evrytime you shouted at me throw temper at me you'll accused me and said i was the one just to save your pride .. sometimes i did give in , i hug you but you just wont give in ... i admit somtimes i was at fault i said sorry but we can just never communicate .. our conflicts never ending . i really hope you could just think of our relationship and think why has it become like that . deep down inside was it really my fault or yours ? humans have mistake , im not perfect either .. but i'm willing to change and listen . but you just can be bothered , that's what you told me ?? you asked me why everyime quarrel , i wouldn't listen and just say aiya nvm la . because i rather give in , than you always say until your fault become mine . it's just pointless..

i love you alot that's why no matter how hard i still carry on but each time you wanna give up it just hurts totally . i never want to let you go because of my love .. but each time you wanna let go .. why ? why ?

you keep say im running away ... let me state a point .. rmb weeks ago when i know you're gng in and you said break .. i din , i grab hold of you and i said i wont run . but you still keep say im running away .. if i was to run , i already knwo you gng in and you said break , why i still dont want to give up ? till now i still try my best and let you feel my love ? just because you feel stress you denied everything i've done for you .. isn't me the one more stress ? i know its hard for you to believe i'll wait i know , but i've said i'll try very hard and i promised you so much things .

i really dont know what to do anymore when you keep treat me this way ... i feel very restless and lost .. what should i do ?

loves , my precious . i still love you as much thou .

2010-02-28T05:50:00.000-08:00

to my darling :
i love you always and i know you sentence court on march 16 ... i know to you , you wnt believe i'll wait for you . 1 and a half years indeed is a long time . i cant promise you but you know what ? i'll still try .. and please i hope you wont give up .. just like i wont give up .. i will wait till the day you come out and hold me tight again . i love you alot and you should know it . i did alot of things for you and i never regret it just like i never regret loving you . 1 year one month tgt with you and its the best moment of my life , you chnaged so much for me i can feel it because you love me . i 'm gonna miss you so much . i've promised you when you're inside i wont go club & pub . this promise wont be broken . i'll take very good care of myself just nbot to make you worry . i need your love and your trust .

quarrels dont make us drift apart but will hold us tight because we know even we always quarrel but we still truly love each other . you're the only boyf that has treat me the best . i love you and its alot , please believe me . i hope you wont anyhow think because im always beside you . my true love .

always thr for you , muacks .

2010-01-25T08:51:00.001-08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVESARY !

HAHA , LOVE YOU DARLING (:

PICTURES UPDATE TML . IF I EVR GONNA TAKE PICS , IF LAZY TOO BAD .

260109 <3

DONT WORRY I'LL WAIT FOR YOU .

2010-01-20T22:07:00.000-08:00

his next court will be on 8 of feb , happpily its after our one year which falls on 26 of jan , but still hoping he wont go in . the court on 8 i think its not sentence court , i think his court will drag until end of feb or march . sian , i scared he go in RTC man . 1 and a half year lea , cant see him , dam sot . i 've been staying in his house like more than a week , think my mum dam sot , got to guai guai go home today , haha .

feel like playing l4d 2 . bored ttm .

wtf , im currently 39 kg & my height is 161 -.- fking underweight can .

2010-01-17T08:48:00.001-08:00

my baby boy is sick & im very worried and heartpain . hope he will get well soon . sian his court is coming. now at his house , should say staying all along until my mum is gng crazy . he is using the com to play DOTA -.- , i merely borrwed awhile to blog while he wait for ppl to join . very sot . i think i gng learnt how to play so i wont be left out . but ~~nvm~~ , ilovehim .

i'll wait for you
i love you
always & forever.

2010-01-15T03:43:00.000-08:00

im fking boring when he is playing dota and im just beside him -'-

2010-01-12T07:11:00.000-08:00

photos are BIG , DAM BIG .
ya i know its very big , and its bcos of the fking photobucket which dont know what the fuck happen ends up with this hillarious , incredible funny big size . alright whatever , that's not the main point anyway .

time spent with darling was like 24/7 . lols . except today i went home , else , i 'll be having a battle with my mother . i had to spent more time with him because his sentence court was nowhere far . counting to it which spoils the mood most of the time. he'll be spending his next 1 and a half year inside RTC . baby , good luck its boring i know. we request for couple cell yea ? i'll be waiting for you , of course i know i cant promise you but still i'll try alright . but there's one thing you've got to know and that is , baby , i really love you alot . i'll be missing you dam much . darling , i really hope you learnt your lesson and dont do things like that again .

Today

went vivo with darling , shuhui & her boyf. went to watch ' the vampires assistant ' . no comment on that show . today nth much , except darling bought me a top super happy (:

iloveyou

always&forever

2010-01-05T00:00:00.000-08:00

darling , i heard your mother say , you say that inside very xin ku , and you only eat white rice . is it ? i very heart pain to hear that, you must have suffer alot. seriously , you must learnt your lesson , if not no one call help you . darling , 9 days liao . 9 days w/o you , pathetic can !? i really do miss you alot.

sian , gng sch later . dam bored can. last day of class but still bored. w/o you , how to concentrate ? rotting rotting rotting.

2010-01-04T08:22:00.000-08:00

NEWS

good news of course , weitat's mum called me today (: she tell me that weitat has a court on wednesdy 9 am . and im meeting her to go . wonder what's the change in her represents . but whatever , as long its good for me . baby , im seeing you on wed , hopefully , you can bailed out . i swear i miss you hell loads. its been 8 days already & 2 more days im seeing you at court hopefully to see you get out of that helly place. i hope you dont suffer inside. im so happy that , someone called me to pass msg to me that you miss me alot . im happy ! i also miss you alot lor , you dam ass. im looking forward to the day , i can hug & kiss you baby . i have a surprise for you . if you are able to come out , obviously you'll see it , if not generally you cant. lol. happiest day of the 8 miserabe , pathetic days. because your mum asked me to go court with her. i guess you must've explained to her when you home visit hur. i love you . i wonder what's your charges , seriously i hope for the lightest , obviously . but still depending on the judge . you lah , so naughty , never ever listen to me , never let me control you ! baby , its for you good you know. i just hope you've learnt your stupid idiotic lesson & not to make me worry again . i miss you . countdown for 2 days . last sch lesson tml & im practically free but still awaiting for exams ..

today went to meet joel , then meet shi en & wayne . then went to parklane to play l4d . something good about lan is time flies so i wont have to endure that 2 hours of missing him . its hell terrible for gods sake . then went my house downstairs to slacked awhile then home . now pathethically , using com ( fking boring ) and missing him . and what's the fking problem with photobucket now hur , lao cb -'-

iloveyou

imissyou

ikissyou

ihugyou

i held you hand

tight to mine

so you wont ever run(:

2010-01-03T10:07:00.001-08:00

darling , im missing you badly lea ! when then you'll come out ? i at home rot until ki siao liao. dying to see you baby.

2010-01-03T04:25:00.000-08:00

currently , missing you so much again . its been 7 days w/o you. how terrible can it be ? i miss you until , i go friendster cope your picture. so you know , how much i miss you ? hell . im rotting at home again -.- doing nth except facebook ( so very boring ) wanna die of missing you already. kill me please . i wonder how long more then you can be bailed out . im clueless & lost . nth i can do now , will helps your charges to be lighten . i am bored to death right now too . someone kill me please ?????

how i wish i can hug you

how i wish i can kiss you

how i wish i can talk to you

how i wish you were right here just beside me .

countless of misses , & its all about you . 260109 <3

2010-01-02T09:02:00.000-08:00

currently at home now. bored to the max . missing him so badly. went to amk then city plaza then tamp then amk . tired until sot. shuhui -.- very tired hor. meeting shi en & wayne tml then at night maybe meeting joel & kahbin.

to you

baby , i hope every actions you do makes a thought for me. you have a girlf & that makes you having a responsibility. now im outside suffering alone . you are inside & if smth bad happens to me , you wont even be able to know it . every min & sec im mising you just so much. are you ? everytime think of you , i was wondering what are you doing inside , shiting ? eating ? talking ? sleeping ? or missing me ? i dont know what 's the problem with your mother. she tell joel not to let me know your court date . hell . you go in sit , got what reason is because of me ? im dam mad you know. im missing you so much but yet there's nth i can do . i dont know when is your court . i just feel so lost... i always love you .

2009-12-29T10:37:00.000-08:00

heartborken

darling , im missing you dam badly you know ? you now inside lock - up , tml is your court & you need go in remand for 1 week . im very lost , really very lost w/o you. tml i go court see you , im afraid i cant hold back my tears & cry in front of you . i cant eat , i have no appetite. im worried about you. im feeling moody. i cant feel right about doing anything when you're not beside me .. you're already part of my life . 11 months have passed , our 1 year is coming and you know what , im afraid we cant celebrate it tgt . you know its very painful when we cant even celebrate it tgt . you got to go remand for 1 week. only your relative can see you. i called your mother and beg her , but she don't want me to see you.... she thinks that everything is because of me. i feel so sad. this robbery case you did because you want to help your friend to clear debt . we've quarrel upteem times , i've tried my best to stop you , but you never listened to me. i ask you go school but you said you wanna go poly waiting for your 'O' result . your mother blamed me for everything you've done. i cant control you , what can i do ? i've tried my best but we ended up quarrel. i dont know what to do , baby. i feel so lost. im sad that your mother accused me of everything . the choice is in your hands , baby , i've done my best stopping you but i cant . is it my fault ? im very stress. i cant stop crying when your mother dont let me visit you. i feel so sad . i can only see you tml in your court . and no more.

darling , i want you to know i love you alot and i'll wait for you no matter what . i only have one hope and its you celebrating our one year tgt. i love you and miss you so much. days w/o you are my nightmares. 11 months tgt , meeting everyday , now w/o you i feel so lost. you're already part of my life . i love you. i wanna hug you & kiss you. you wont know how much i miss you. its already 36 hours 53 minutes you're inside lock - up. i can only see you tml in court and you go remand for 1 week . then after that waiting for your sentence . i dont know what sentence you'll be charge but i hope its not serious. i hope you have learnt your lesson . lastly , i love you . 260109<3

2009-12-26T11:58:00.000-08:00

im dying of anger already ! i cant post up me & darling photo ! dont know whats the f up prob . seriously . very pekchekkkkkk !

christmas eve

went town to countdown with darl , shingying , alex , ah seng , junji , nickolas & many more .... went to town was a disaster ! i nearly faint thr -'- whatever. but still its my first year celebration with darl (: im happy liao. then after 12 , nick & others wanna go orchard tower disturb ah guas but to no avail there's none ! lols , then went ah seng house drink & watch horror series . what a 'good' christmas .

christmas

met darl , shuhui , wenhui & huahang . pool , lan & home.

today !

happy 11 month baby darling (: im happy we've walk this far. during all this months , we've been happy laughing tgt & sad hurting each other. but still we've been tgt so long alrdy . next month is 1 year alrdy , im looking forward to it and i hope you wont hurt me again baby , right ? i can trust you , can i ? i love you alot. and i hope you love alot too. im greedy , i want my heart to be filled by your love and only yours. miss you alrdy !

2009-12-21T06:14:00.000-08:00

i miss my baby ! i love you. and you know what you did huh that i cant see you the whole day. would you learnt your lesson my baby ? stop making me worried about you can ? muacks !

2009-12-16T12:21:00.000-08:00

laziness is an addiction , once im lazy to blog , it continues . and im so lazy now please. currently having battle with my mum & im loosing :( i guesssssss my armour is finishng soon. sian. she's mad nowadays. everday also want battle with me. sch again tml , few months later will exam , which mean i must be a bookworm real soon. irritation occurs whenever i hear BOOK -'-

omg , my pool got improve alright ! heehee . good.

seriously , sometimes you can be so sweet

& sometimes i have no idea what you thinking.

2009-12-12T11:37:00.000-08:00

haha. mad today. went amk meet shuhui . my girly. rottttttttt at 344 then go kpool. then quarrel with some ass outside mac. lucky got shuhui. then then then then eat then then then go pool again then then go eat then then cab home sweet home. then then now blogging LOLS ! i mad liao. tml going town with my girly and we're msging each other about out artistic hairstyle tml (: so funny. nvm i bluetooth her toilet bowl about my hairstyle ! girly rmb go toilet on your bluetooth okay ?

to my girly : think of me & everythink will be alright ! i know you think so too (:

me and my girly.

2009-12-11T10:54:00.000-08:00

HEEHEE

went to town to meet shi en , wayne and wayne's fren. then to suntec eat sushi buffet(yummy like seriously ! best ) and pool. shi en play cheat got wayne help her pool and me alone :( how pathetic ! haha. and then cab back to amk -.- (*you* know why ) waste my cab fare , i still tot what happen. but still worse day of all bcos alot (problems) happen. shag. then went raiders play lan. i hell swear my life out i dont wanna plat l4d with ah seng again , seriously bcos he keep shooting me instead of the zoombie ! sucks lor. my life shorten many many thanks to him , a real ass.
then went to slacked (again) and then cab home bcos its hell boredness !

Important note of the day ****** i wanna grow fatter . swear -'- ! ***** ha ! im helly underweight.

let me tell you why this picture is like that , all bcos of wayne. i ask him to take photo of me & shi en , he take this so called 'photo' . no face huh !

the couple wayne & shi en. i feel like editing his face with words bcos he took that 'photo' but nvm , im generous enough to forgive him. claps for myself (:

2009-12-10T21:22:00.000-08:00

3 hours of rotting at void deck. now i have phobia of slacking !

2009-12-08T11:10:00.000-08:00

A MOMENT OF MOOD, MOODLESS.

Just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other and just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

Love can make you happy, but oftentimes it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to whom its worth .

Ask me how many times my heart has been broken and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars.

2009-12-07T07:41:00.000-08:00

boring , i have to go school tml -.-

i just got home & my godbro called me , he says he's in hospital ask me go visit him , then i heard the mrt sound then i was like -.- ' eh , you in kk meh i heard mrt sound !' then he laugh says no lah , ask me want go genting anot. walao , i still stupid go believe what he say. asshole.

pool is an addiction. haha.

2009-12-06T11:42:00.000-08:00

went amk today ! met , shuhui at first played pool & lan. then meet weitat , ah seng , xinyi & somemore somemore. played pool & then go eat. what a bored life -.-

i wanna go work seriously bcos i wanna go shopping & new year is coming ! i really wanna work & no job wants me :( LOLS !

2009-12-04T08:47:00.000-08:00

me & my sister

this is my mother & i dont look like her at all. i think she pick me up from rubbish bin LOLS !

alright , actually dont plan to go anywhere today but then my mother goes dragonfly & drink with friends so me & my sis were so bored at home we went to hg raiders and play l4d. she's dam noob lor. lols , understand. cause she never play b4. she say nice lor. stupid walter , you too noob lah , say not nice. my sis first time play also better than you. haha, noobie .

2009-12-04T01:46:00.000-08:00

alot of things happen between two days. too much to say. one word to represent , confused.

2009-12-02T08:41:00.000-08:00

today did nth much , play pool & lan again.

ohya , im so dam good today please ! i went all the way to simei to fetch my pet yan back to amk. i stay at hougang lea & i went all the way to simei -.- the worse thing is the bus journey from simei to amk is 1 hour plus ! but me and pet yan chatted all the way untill i think its only like half an hour . haha ! i know i dam good shuhui , its okay. dnt need to say out loud. i appreciate (:

im dam bored at home now

2009-12-01T07:24:00.000-08:00

i really hope you can cherrish me. you break my heart too much for words to say.
you disappoint me alot.

2009-11-30T10:13:00.000-08:00

went amk to meet weitat & joel. play pool and lan AGN. alright , to my main point.

when we're gng home on bus 25 . i was talking to joel abt i saw ' kelvin , jonathan and blah ' ytd. so i suddenly tot of jonathan asking jason ( my ex ) one question years ago : if trisha and jenson(jason's best bro) drown tgt , who you'll save first . the funniest part is i ans : ' i knw how swim' then jonathan was like speechless haha.

then , joel tell weitat ' if ever you drown with your mother , i would save your mother . ( bcos joel would say he wanna sex with weitat's mum -.- ) dam lame can ! joel are you that horny ?

then weitat says : ' if ever me and joel drown , he would save me bcos joel too heavy ! he might drown with him too ' then joel ans : ' maybe i got to save weitat in the end ' lols !
hor hor see , you save me bcos joel too heavy not bcos you love me right ! hais * disappointed *
LOLS !

i want to shop ! so im dying for a job !

that feeling just came back again

its sucks , im bloody moody right now.

2009-11-29T07:42:00.000-08:00

went amk AGAIN today ! met shuhui & then play pool . after that met weitat , ah seng & monster to play lan. whenever i say about AMK , lan & pool never fails to go along. so bored but still better than sitting @ void deck & rot right.

PS/ wen hui i very lazy put tagboard lea.

eh , i wanna work lea.

i miss my koi cafe. heheh.

i swear i must watch ' new moon ' or i can die . bcos edward is dam handsome lor. i miss ~~edward~~ _____. ( YOU KNOW I MEAN WHO , HAHA )

2009-11-28T08:30:00.000-08:00

met shuhui today , slack , play lan & pool. then rot agn -.-
what a life lor . lols , meeting her again tml !

wen hui ! i finally knw how to use photobucket . such a dumb me !

TO SOMEONE (SWT) : see i got cover my happy valley lor :x so you cannot scold me for posting this picture liao . heheh !

2009-11-28T08:21:00.000-08:00

went pub with shi en , wayne , wayne's fren & wayne mother ytd. its fun but shi en just stand thr & we cant dance -.- stand & drink the whole night until we shift to another pub . we went to taboo ( gay pub ) then to plus ( more normal ) . at plus , we sit thr talk & play pool. when we're at taboo, i saw two gays on the dance stage FRENCH kiss and dance . i swear its hell gross man. i almost puke lah !

2009-11-25T11:15:00.000-08:00

its our ten month today . i love you & its forever true . i want you to cherish me & that's all i ever ask for. its really sucks big time to be crying . i dnt want that kind of life. the word that i never want it out from your mouth & i hope you wont say it again. baby , happy ten month. we have walk this far & i hope we'll last.

seriously i dont knw whats the F prob with blogger , i cant upload any pics since long long long time ago !

lastly , baby i love you. you're the first thought in my mind when i woke up & the last when im gng to sleep.

2009-11-23T08:09:00.000-08:00

i seriously dnt knw what's the F. Up prob with the blooger that i cant hell upload any pictures.

having you in my life is everything i needed

you are the one who make me laugh

make me cry , make me sad.

but still you are the one who cheer me up .

we have sweet moments & sad as well.

but i knw , w/o you i wont even be happy.

i change for you & you change for me.

i give in to you & you give in to me.

i love you & you love me.

& that's everything we needed.

SEOW WEITAT LOVES HER

TRISHA TAN LOVES HIM

2009-11-20T09:04:00.000-08:00

ah FUCK lah , i got alot pictures to upload but fking hell blogger cant do the fking job & so im fking pissed off now.

2009-11-16T09:02:00.000-08:00

movie

went to watch ' my girlf is an agent ' . not bad quite funny. sian , tml got school -'- .
mood not good already !

imissyou

you were sweet today

but i dnt knw why

its still hard for me

to forget thoose times

you broke my heart.

maybe time is all we ever needed.

2009-11-15T11:05:00.001-08:00

my heart is breakin'

2009-11-12T07:18:00.002-08:00

OMG !

i feel so proud of myself as i did went to sch today ! but i feel so ~~happy~~ that i went to sch & i dont know what the teacher is talking abt -.- lols !

im meeting my pet YAN tml hahahahaha ! you're honoured to be my pet (:

2009-11-11T08:30:00.000-08:00

AMK AGAIN , WTH !

sian always go amk , so sick & tired of it lor ! i swear to god im gng school tml , if not my abalone will turn smelly = chao abalone . hahahahah !

2009-11-10T08:14:00.004-08:00

No Captions !

meet shuhui today , slack @ playground . we lame until we go mad , esp me.

more lame nowadays ! haha , happy & sad we both gone it thru tgt hor shuhui ? so i want your abalone ar !

2009-11-09T08:01:00.000-08:00

speechless

maybe , maybe .

2009-11-08T08:20:00.000-08:00

Rotting !

this few days meet up with shuhui & joel . slacking , pool or l4d . went pool saw yichao & shawn ( crappy retards ) makes me mad everytime . esp shawn , he's botak & says his hair got wax cant touch -.- . then when play pool , yichao keep disturb him , by pulling his Q stick . but when the ball still goes in , shawn says : ' see i knew you do that , lucky i park my ball liao !'
wth lah , he tot park car sia . so dam lame , still got alot more .

when they left , me & shuhui went to slack . i totally make shuhui mad (: ! this makes me feel GOOD totally ! i like her espression when she's mad , but i dont like she keep beat my leg or hit my butt !! like my mother sia .

fate is something where people hopes ,

but why when you came into your senses

i wasn't so touch anymore,

maybe my feeling wasn't as strong anymore

are we fated to walk by & never meet?

i've done so much for you ,

& you came back when you sense

something isn't right

im not that me anymore.

you've lose me times & times

but you never cherish.

everytime i have to accomodate your mood

when you're happy,

you can be a sugar so sweet.

when you're not,

you gave me nightmares.

one-sided thinking what you do is good for me

& you never thought how i felt.

when i love you so much ,

you gave me nightmares.

now when i'm tired,

you start to treat me good.

everytime i try to knock some sense into you

teling you how i feel,

you push me away .

that's how selfish you're.

love is not like that.

2009-11-04T10:11:00.000-08:00

Finally !

finally , i decided to update my blog ! ya , thanks to my sister , she did all for me . whatever , i have to admit im a computer idiot ( which she thinks she's very pro -'- ) LOLS !

Life

im currently studying private accounts now . and guess what all i dream is about Left 4 Dead & not accounts ! see how addict im into L4D ! dam it , one day dnt play i can keep thining abt that man ! guys , trust me its a dam fun game , you'll addict for sure ! i feel like years i nv touch my lappy since i addicted to L4D . so finally , today i've made up my mind nt to be lazy , so i finally ask my sis to update my blog & while im playing facebook , my pet is so cute.

2009-10-09T08:39:00.000-07:00

heartbroken..' your love , my dreams'

i love you alot , i do what i can , i change what i can for you. its the first time i do so much for a guy. you're the one who taught me how to cherish guy & treat them well...

you're the first guy i love so much & treat him well. but when you keep say break my heart hurts. everytime you wanted to break , i do what i can to hold you back . i even threw away my pride away for you. but when ytd you wanted to break no matter what , you said your feeling faded you dont love me anymore & you're happier w/o me. this sentence hurts me so much , so bad , so deep.you're happier w/o me... you're happier w/o me.... why is this sentence keep turning round in my head ? my heart hurts so much.... i really hope i can forget you but i cant do it so simply. letting you go hurts me so bad...i keep tell myself i can do it , i can forget you. but why am i so useless? how much do i need? how much? why you can forget me so easily? why i cant? i feel so terrible when you're hapy w/o me & i'm just feeling so down w/0 you. everytime i think , my tears wont stop no matter what.

there's too much to say

too much things to let you know

but you only have one thing

to let me know

and that's you are happier w/o me

i love you but i cant have you.

i promise myself i'll forget you

no matter how hard.

2009-10-07T07:19:00.000-07:00

ADDICTION

im ADDICTED to GUNBOUND !

anw , ytd i went to catch M18 show with darling ! lols , miracle we can go in bcos , that time went GV , that fker say i dnt even look like 16 when im actuallyyyyyyyyyy 17 OKAY !lols

hope everything seems alright

2009-10-02T09:32:00.000-07:00

heartbroken

8 months we've been tgt . for the past 7 months is the best part of life .
the past 7 months is where i can feel your love . i admit i did take it for granted
but i also told you im changing , i did. & now you hurt me more than ever keep saying break & all.
you told me your feeling faded & you wont treat me like the past so sweet anymore...two days ago since you said break.. i've never stop crying. but you know what?
before we're tgt , you're the one who said you'll change for me & i told you i cant change myself so easily. at that point of time , you were the one who said its ok.
after we're tgt , you started complaint about my attitude , nvm i changed for you. i did.
then now you say you wont treat me as sweet anymore . i asked you , before we staed who's the one who say no matter how my attitude is also nvm ? then you say cause i hurt you too much you dnt want to treat me good , wanna hurt me. then you hurt me ? i cont to changed for you. all i wanted is you not to hurt me anymore . this is the difference between our love.

2009-10-01T11:59:00.000-07:00

hurt is all i can feel...

i dnt knw what you want anymore

you want me to change , i changed

but you'll never get sastisfied...

i changed so much for you & all you do is

to hurt me. break is all you'll say.

heartpain , tired & disappointed.

2009-09-21T10:07:00.000-07:00

OUTING WITH AN ASS

went out with my godbrother last friday night , wanted to catch movie but.. failed. ha , bcos the show he wanted to watch has no more time slots. then headed to orchard central to walk & we took loads of pics with his camera , that's why i cant post lor. he send me the link but i dnt knw what to do wth it . LOLS !

nvm , i' working hard ! for a camera ! weeeee ! trust me (:

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried

Now you wanna say goodbye to me

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

2009-09-16T09:40:00.000-07:00

oh , last day of my work today (: so happy man. that bloody job. i wanna change job & my sch maybe starting on oct ! lols. somehow excited & shag. like need study . nvm , good for my future.

2009-09-13T09:33:00.000-07:00

You Should've Said No to hurt me
You Should've Thought Twice Before You Let It All Go
You Should've Know That Word, Bout What You Did to me ,
Would Get Back To Me..
.And I Should've Been There, In The Back Of Your Mind
I Shouldn't Be Asking Myself Why
You Should've Said No, Baby And You Might Still Have Me

Can See That I've Been Crying
And Baby You Know All The Right Things:
To Say
But Do You Honestly Expect Me To Believe
We Could Ever Be The Same...
You Say That The Past Is The Past, You Need One Chance
It Was A Moment Of Weakness And You choose to hurt me...

2009-09-13T08:59:00.000-07:00

天底下的笨女人这么为什么我会是其中一个.

all i need is just your dote care & love , not your hurt. i really feel so breakdown.

you never gave me strength to continue , you gave me hurt to stop.

2009-09-04T01:29:00.000-07:00

work & wrok...so gonna quit it.. had a riddiculous fked-up boss with no eyes. assume & presume everything.. tired. quit . then find another job... well, going back to study. i want to go overseas next year.( target )

2009-09-03T11:06:00.000-07:00

you choose to break even after so many things.. you know you hurt me alot really alot..

2009-07-19T21:09:00.001-07:00

i wanna marry you ! seow weitat i love you . miss you so much

2009-07-15T08:30:00.000-07:00

went out with kor & darl

lols to celebrate my dam advanced birthday ! watch the haunting in blah blah blah. then my kor dam good lah , go arcade catch a super small soft toy for me . but went in when gonna close so no time haha. the pink colour soft toy lols . so good lah. haha thanks .

2009-07-06T08:55:00.000-07:00

it just seems so wrong..

fact , untrue , true , denial . tired.

been back from thailand since a week ago. notice i didn't say anything abt that trip ? cause its so dam disappointed. truth is , the place is just so dam dirty. they dnt even have dustbin -.-
its just so mad man. i feel like a fool when i go find a dustbin be a good civilian but i just cant find one god-dam dustbin . ass shit.

work & work.. hell with it.

2009-06-25T09:58:00.000-07:00

im gng thailand tml , pls

hope i dnt kena H1N1 !

please everyone miss me ! hahah , shop shop shop ! cool eh !

HAHAH ! i like to disiao my sister , i like it man. i like to make her sibei sot , gum pua sot , gan ji tei sot , very sot , sot sot sot ! that's so fun man !

2009-06-20T00:03:00.000-07:00

i miss her !

gosh , im dying to see her ! shi en , where are you ? hahah ! eh , ask your idiot boyf let me see you for just 1 day please :( kindly tell him im dying of cancer ! haha !

miss you so much

2009-06-18T07:23:00.000-07:00

im gng abroad in a week's time , looking forward to it & also will miss darl alot alot alot ! 3 day 4 night , MR SEOW WEITAT , IMISSYOUS ! right now , i already mis you ! you're sleeping ! ILOVEYOUS !

2009-06-16T05:43:00.000-07:00

these pictures is taken the night b4 club when we ton. darl , imissyous. you liar you say today at night will come find me , you whr got ?? liar !!!!

sweet photos(: i still miss him thou ! oh ya , we still play hide & seek (2 person) at the 7 storey high carpark. we play until we go mad when we ton @ amk carpark !

oh ya , that clubbing shit .. alot of things happen b4 & after & blablabla. lazy to mention.. anw , i went with darl & kanbin , but end up i saw kor , yishan & fen thr.hahah

2009-06-16T05:30:00.000-07:00

so lazy to blog...went clubbing ytd night @ the arena . alot thing happen lah. shag. upload pics soon.

2009-06-08T09:06:00.000-07:00

ANGRY IS THY WORD

my god , this thing is dam funny ! i was slacking my time off with darl at the void deck opp my house .... then my sis text me : xiao yi take your teenage magazine , show mummy you write trisha love weitat . she suspect you patch .

alright at this point of time i was thinking , my mum didn't know i have a boyf ??!!!!

5 min ltr she come down the void deck with that bloody ass magazine

the word i wrote just nice to be at the page of a 14 year old girl kena rape so she crazily asked me , i kena rape ! like WTF !!?? she ' s like giving me an interrogating session on ' TRISHA KENA RAPE WHEN SHE IS

STIL A VIRGIN , A GOD DAM HELL VIRGIN !!!!! ' wth man ! she 's mad ! so dam pissed off lah , like so lame i only wrote on the page & she claim that its like printed out with it -.- , im not the publisher , so which ass publisher would print a couple name on it . it was hell lame i SWEAR _!_

when i got home my sis still say ; mum was so lame. i was so hella pissed off man . she's mad , fact & true .

labels : angry , dam angry

2009-06-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

Kim Hyun Joong

my god HANDSOME !!

BOYS OVER FLOWERS trailer

2009-06-03T07:57:00.000-07:00

headed to SIMEI ITE ! you know how long the journey is ?

its ULTRA LONG ! i think got 1 hour. went thr to meet darl & shuhui .
then we bus back to amk , wow more long ar , 1 hour plus ar . then i crap on the bus until shuhui dnt wanna talk to me :( my girlf so BAD ! hopefully she see this post & wnt ignore me already !!! HAHAHA !

this is darl TALKING to a CAT !! LOLS

guess what im dng , im trying to see if i lick my ice-cream phone , will it EVER MELT ?

well , have lots of fun today .

esp when we saw LARRY !

the ultra famous S.O.P

( for those who know him will get what S.O.P means )