Missing You , What Am I Supposed To Do


i dont want to , i hate this feeling of missing you . its driving me crazy . i feel like hugging you , i feel like seeing you , i feel like talking to you. but all those hurts just appear again making me hate you . im trying just so hard to forget you . why cant it be easier ..

You 're Not Sorry




All this time i was wasting , hoping you would come around .
I have veen giving out chances everytime , and all you do is let me down.
And its taken me this long baby , but i figured you out .
And you think we 'll be fine again , but not this time round .
You dont have t call anymore , i wont pick up the phone .
This is the last straw , dont wanna hurt anymore .
And you can tell me that you are sorry , but i dont believe you baby , like i did before .
You are not sorry .
Could have loved you all my life , if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold .
And you got to share your secrets , im tired of being last to know.
And now you are asking me to listen , cause it worked each time before.
But you dont have to call anymore , i wont pick up the phone .




hesitation , frustration & confusion . you spent so much time and effort to win my heart yet you ruin everything . in a relationship , you dont plan to commit . there's no point anymore , cos everytime you asked for a chance but it was never last . you over-estimated my patience and therefore, you didn't cherish it . cause each time you make mistake i would forgive . but not this time round . im sick & tired of being the one who always waited . did i walk too fast ? or you didn't wanna catch up my speed ? i never asked from you anything , just faithfulnes , love & concern . is that too much for you ? when the time , i found out you betrayed me . i was expecting guilty repent from you . but your first reaction when i confronted you was simply ' Oh , so what ?' i guess that was what hurt the most , when i found out there's a 2nd time . you ever put yourself in my shoe ? you know how it feels when im crying in the pathetic room of yours yet you were in the kitchen on phone w that girl ? you know how it feels when you couldn't be bothered , you dont even feel sorry when i found it out . you know how it feels when times and times again , you just cant stop lying to me ? you know how it feels to see your phone having other girls msg w sensitive contend ? no , you dont . all you know was to hurt me . you are selfish . love is selfish but not to the one you love . if you are protecting yourself from hurt , so you choose t hurt me . well , there's nothing i could say except selfish . everything you did , you never ever thought for me. every last chance you had was like the first , you never cherish it , like you never cherish me . the feeling of love , being protected was what you could never give . everytime w you , i was so worried for everything , worrying you had another girl again , worrying you create trouble , worrying you never eat well , worrying you do rash things. but all i want is a smple life . i want to feel protected , i want to be pampered , i want to just sit back and let you take care of everything so i dont have to worry . but no , cause you ain't mature , you cant handle things well . you chosed to two-timed cause its fun . your fun & laughter brings me hurt . i just want to be a simple girl that had a guy behind me so i wont be afraid of anything . but you know what , im the girl that is afraid of the guy behind me , you lead me this way . you ruin my thoughts of happiness w you . you ruin my dreams w you , you ruin my hopes w you . now , there's no way back . im sick & tired of hearing you saying waiting each time break , but yet your waiting is having fun around . never endless of dissapointment & hurts . now , my hearts in two , i cant fixed you back , neither can you . you let your pride get in the way for something we worked so hard . its a pity isn't it ?

went dbl O ytd to drink . its a mix pub plus club la . super boring the music thr like shit the ppl thr also shit .zzzzzz but was drunk ytd and vomited abit . LOL ! and they still wanna eat mac -.- i feel better now alr . meeting my babe laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . gonna bath now . BYESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !!


currently , @ baby's hse , he is smoking beside me right now so smelly siah. but nvm , i like it ! so bored waiting for ppl to join us dota . he so noob , sure tio own one la. need me this pro to help him :D ! he peeping at what im blogging now . wth , he ask me sure anot , he say until like he very pro like that seh . he threaten me siahhhhhhhhhhh say he want to go opponent team and then pawn my ass hard . siannnnnnnnnnn , he now SNSD again. fuck girls generation la . okay im very mad right now, cause he say i sotplug alr . okay bye nothing to post le. dota alr , wish me luck :D

I'm Stepping Into Danger .




is it time t walk out of my past? does he worth my trust ? shld i believe him ?

Life Will Never Be Easy


when you went through so much and too much , you will realise a person's feeling and mindset will change . when a heart is broken , how can it be mended w/0 leaving any scars ?




To YAN : if you are reading this , i hope you will . i rlly treated you as my close fren but i have no idea whats the sudden change of us recently like so sudden never contact . i saw your blog and know , you and hh broke up . wake up and realise nothing is forever . rmb those times when we slack at 344 ? rmb those words i told you ? life is never easy . no pt holding on to something you know it hurts more than anything you can contain . why i chose to break w wei tat ?cause i know ,me and him , there's nothing we can do anymore . 1 yr plus you got see him change ? rmb those days we cry tgt at 344 bcos of two fucktard ? be happy its over . time will slowly let you let go of him and the past . if you need anything or anyone i will still be thr for you. just call me will do. 18 , young age , study hard .


im gonna go back and studyyyyyyy

Agnes B


hahahaha ! swipe $600 today i will cry to papa for card bills end of this month . love this bag ((:


tml mama bday eating @ shokudo jap restaurant . haha . memories of thr somehow come by . the food there is super nice ! awaiting tml .

Missing You , What Am I Supposed To Do


i dont want to , i hate this feeling of missing you . its driving me crazy . i feel like hugging you , i feel like seeing you , i feel like talking to you. but all those hurts just appear again making me hate you . im trying just so hard to forget you . why cant it be easier ..

You 're Not Sorry




All this time i was wasting , hoping you would come around .
I have veen giving out chances everytime , and all you do is let me down.
And its taken me this long baby , but i figured you out .
And you think we 'll be fine again , but not this time round .
You dont have t call anymore , i wont pick up the phone .
This is the last straw , dont wanna hurt anymore .
And you can tell me that you are sorry , but i dont believe you baby , like i did before .
You are not sorry .
Could have loved you all my life , if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold .
And you got to share your secrets , im tired of being last to know.
And now you are asking me to listen , cause it worked each time before.
But you dont have to call anymore , i wont pick up the phone .




hesitation , frustration & confusion . you spent so much time and effort to win my heart yet you ruin everything . in a relationship , you dont plan to commit . there's no point anymore , cos everytime you asked for a chance but it was never last . you over-estimated my patience and therefore, you didn't cherish it . cause each time you make mistake i would forgive . but not this time round . im sick & tired of being the one who always waited . did i walk too fast ? or you didn't wanna catch up my speed ? i never asked from you anything , just faithfulnes , love & concern . is that too much for you ? when the time , i found out you betrayed me . i was expecting guilty repent from you . but your first reaction when i confronted you was simply ' Oh , so what ?' i guess that was what hurt the most , when i found out there's a 2nd time . you ever put yourself in my shoe ? you know how it feels when im crying in the pathetic room of yours yet you were in the kitchen on phone w that girl ? you know how it feels when you couldn't be bothered , you dont even feel sorry when i found it out . you know how it feels when times and times again , you just cant stop lying to me ? you know how it feels to see your phone having other girls msg w sensitive contend ? no , you dont . all you know was to hurt me . you are selfish . love is selfish but not to the one you love . if you are protecting yourself from hurt , so you choose t hurt me . well , there's nothing i could say except selfish . everything you did , you never ever thought for me. every last chance you had was like the first , you never cherish it , like you never cherish me . the feeling of love , being protected was what you could never give . everytime w you , i was so worried for everything , worrying you had another girl again , worrying you create trouble , worrying you never eat well , worrying you do rash things. but all i want is a smple life . i want to feel protected , i want to be pampered , i want to just sit back and let you take care of everything so i dont have to worry . but no , cause you ain't mature , you cant handle things well . you chosed to two-timed cause its fun . your fun & laughter brings me hurt . i just want to be a simple girl that had a guy behind me so i wont be afraid of anything . but you know what , im the girl that is afraid of the guy behind me , you lead me this way . you ruin my thoughts of happiness w you . you ruin my dreams w you , you ruin my hopes w you . now , there's no way back . im sick & tired of hearing you saying waiting each time break , but yet your waiting is having fun around . never endless of dissapointment & hurts . now , my hearts in two , i cant fixed you back , neither can you . you let your pride get in the way for something we worked so hard . its a pity isn't it ?

went dbl O ytd to drink . its a mix pub plus club la . super boring the music thr like shit the ppl thr also shit .zzzzzz but was drunk ytd and vomited abit . LOL ! and they still wanna eat mac -.- i feel better now alr . meeting my babe laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . gonna bath now . BYESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !!


currently , @ baby's hse , he is smoking beside me right now so smelly siah. but nvm , i like it ! so bored waiting for ppl to join us dota . he so noob , sure tio own one la. need me this pro to help him :D ! he peeping at what im blogging now . wth , he ask me sure anot , he say until like he very pro like that seh . he threaten me siahhhhhhhhhhh say he want to go opponent team and then pawn my ass hard . siannnnnnnnnnn , he now SNSD again. fuck girls generation la . okay im very mad right now, cause he say i sotplug alr . okay bye nothing to post le. dota alr , wish me luck :D

I'm Stepping Into Danger .




is it time t walk out of my past? does he worth my trust ? shld i believe him ?

Life Will Never Be Easy


when you went through so much and too much , you will realise a person's feeling and mindset will change . when a heart is broken , how can it be mended w/0 leaving any scars ?




To YAN : if you are reading this , i hope you will . i rlly treated you as my close fren but i have no idea whats the sudden change of us recently like so sudden never contact . i saw your blog and know , you and hh broke up . wake up and realise nothing is forever . rmb those times when we slack at 344 ? rmb those words i told you ? life is never easy . no pt holding on to something you know it hurts more than anything you can contain . why i chose to break w wei tat ?cause i know ,me and him , there's nothing we can do anymore . 1 yr plus you got see him change ? rmb those days we cry tgt at 344 bcos of two fucktard ? be happy its over . time will slowly let you let go of him and the past . if you need anything or anyone i will still be thr for you. just call me will do. 18 , young age , study hard .


im gonna go back and studyyyyyyy

Agnes B


hahahaha ! swipe $600 today i will cry to papa for card bills end of this month . love this bag ((:


tml mama bday eating @ shokudo jap restaurant . haha . memories of thr somehow come by . the food there is super nice ! awaiting tml .